THE HUNGER BEYOND THE FAST
Rabbi Gary S. Gerson
Yom Kippur Morning 5759
Like truth itself,
Isaiahs message in our Haftarah
this morning stands in judgment before us, questioning our integrity and
challenging us to pursue righteousness. Listen once more:
"Is this the fast I
look for? A day of self-affliction? Bowing your head like a reed, and covering
yourself with sackcloth and ashes? Is this what you call a fast, a day
acceptable to the Lord? . . ."
"Is not this
the fast I look for: to unlock the shackles of injustice, to undo the fetters
of bondage, to let the oppressed go free, and to break every cruel chain? Is it
not to share your bread with the hungry, and to bring the homeless poor into
your house? When you see the naked, to clothe them, and never to hide yourself
from your own kin?"
"Then shall your
light blaze forth like the dawn, and your wounds shall quickly heal: your
Righteous One will walk before you, the Presence of the Lord will be your rear
guard. Then, when you call, the Lord will answer; when you cry out, God will
say: "Here I am."
Isaiah is telling his
audience that their wounds will be healed through acts of kindness and
compassion. To whom was he speaking, what were their wounds, and what is the
implication of his message for us?
Isaiah was speaking
to a generation in spiritual distress. They were the remnant of our people left
after the First Temple was destroyed and the wealthy, well-educated and
powerful were taken into exile in Babylon. Without leaders, the community was
in disarray, and with their spiritual center, the Temple, destroyed, their
connection to God was uncertain. Many were barely subsisting. And finally,
recent waves of immigrants had introduced unfamiliar cultural and spiritual
ways.
Our ancestors were
weary, uncertain about their future, and their souls were in pain. This is the
audience to whom Isaiah spoke. And to the extent that we are consumed by work,
uncertain about the future, and suffering from a sense of spiritual emptiness,
we are his audience as well.
We rarely hear voices
like Isaiahs now. The
God-intoxicated person, clear and passionate about his mission, has become an
aberration. Even when such souls do arise and call out to us, most of us
are too hassled, too over committed, too weary to listen.
There is a hunger
inside us. It is deep and intense and it cries out to be fed. So we try to
satisfy it. We try personal growth programs, vitamins, drugs, alcohol,
possessions and travel. We follow the Bulls or Sammy Sosa, false messiahs and
gurus. We take refuge in television and the Internet and seek solace in
meditation, yoga, painting and music. Still, we feel empty and we sense that
something deep inside us is missing.
Many of my
contemporaries are cynical about religious life. They remember the worship of
their childhood as formal, cool, elegant, and vacuous. It was experienced as
idolatry B the idolatry of form, as
suggested by our scholar in residence Ken Seeskin. And today, there is the
danger of a different kind of idolatry -- the idolatry of what is called "spirituality." It is the
extolling of whatever promises to sooth us and give us respite. In the words of
Daniel Berrigan, "This focus on
equanimity is actually a narrow-minded, selfish approach to reality dressed up
within the language of spirituality."
Dont get me wrong. I believe we need to bring
peace, presence, and centeredness into our lives. But dont we already know that while sometimes our
spiritual life touches us deeply, it still doesnt fill the void? Just as Isaiah criticized the perfunctory fasting of
his contemporaries, he would reject the effete spirituality of ours. He would
tell us that there is something else we need, something that those who came
before us knew and had and which we need to learn and have for ourselves. He
tells us that: By doing acts of
justice, our wounds shall quickly heal and when we cry out, God will answer, "Hineni
-- Here I am."
Isaiah did not see
social justice and spirituality as mutually exclusive. His view of the world
was holistic. Along with our ancestors, he saw the unity of all things. For
example, he wrote that God is the one "Who
forms light and creates darkness, Who makes peace and creates evil."(45:7) The message is that reality is one,
and what appears to our limited human intelligence to be contradictory or in
opposition, is, in fact, one from the perspective of Higher Reality. This is no
less true of social justice and the spiritual quest.
Reflecting on this in
her "The Riddle of the Ordinary," Cynthia Ozick notes that we have a
tendency to divide our lives into two distinct categories, the Ordinary and the
Extraordinary. The Extraordinary, she writes, is obvious, and Judaism has
created appropriate responses to it. So, for example, we have special blessings
for lightning, a rainbow, and meeting a king. But what of the Ordinary? Does it
pass unnoticed? No: We have a brachahfor the washing of hands, another over
food, others for all manner of ordinary events. No matter how mundane, every
element in life presents us the opportunity to experience holiness --
the experience that we are in the Presence
of God. This is why, when we do things that would help mend the world, we find
ourselves feeling spiritually one and at peace.
In an article in the
most recent issue of Tikkun magazine, Arthur Waskow writes:
"Some ask: Is it more important to
"serve God" and heal the self through religious devotion and individual
psychotherapy, or to "do Gods will" and heal the world through public action to achieve social change?
Some ask: Is it possible in honesty to separate the two? To me it seems that
there is not a conflict but rather a crucial confluence between meditative
mysticism and a religious commitment to heal the outer world." Or, in the words of Isaac Twersky, dean of
this generation of Jewish scholars, "One
cannot claim to be a God-intoxicated Jew without having an unquenchable thirst
for social justice."
Just a generation
ago, Rabbi Abraham Joshua Heschel said "My legs were praying!" as he
marched in Selma to oppose racism and the Vietnam war. The monk Thomas Merton
kept a Trappist silence through which his voice against that war echoed
continents away. Buddhist monk Thich Nhat Hanh led Vietnamese into a way of
life that affirmed life, against both the tyrannies of Washington and Saigon
and those of Hanoi. The Catholic Worker Dorothy Day prayed with deep devotion,
with her own hands fed the poor in soup kitchens, and was often arrested as she
protested war and militarism.
But "How do we bring our legs to pray, our
hearts to act?" Isaiah tells us that
achieving genuine spiritual fulfillment is a function of our working to mend
the world. Then true integrity is attained. Listen to the interpretive poetry
of Marcia Falk in her Book of Blessings as, in her rewriting of the
Shma and Vahavta, she brings light to this quest:
"Hear, O Israel --
The divine abounds
everywhere
and dwells in
everything:
the many are One.
Loving life
and its mysterious
source
with all my heart
and all my spirit,
all my senses and
strength,
I take upon myself
and into myself
these promises:
to care for the earth
and those who dwell
upon it,
to pursue justice and
peace,
to love kindness and
compassion.
I will teach this to
our children
throughout the
passage of the day B
as I dwell in my home
and as I go on my
journey,
from the time I rise
until I fall asleep.
And may my actions
be faithful to my
words
that our childrens children
may live to know:
Truth and kindness
have embraced,
peace and justice
have kissed
and are one."
Affirming these
words, this day, and the message of Isaiah, I ask three things of you:
In the spirit of the
rabbinic saying, "Mitzvah goreret mitzvah --one mitzvah calls forth another," I ask you to commit to one, just one of
the acts of which Isaiah speaks: to unlock the shackles of injustice, to undo
the fetters of bondage and to let the oppressed go free -- to share our bread with the hungry, to
bring the homeless into safe shelter, and to provide all of Gods creatures with the necessities of life.
Individuals and
families, for example, might fulfill your commitment to share our bread with
the hungry by sending a donation to MAZON or by volunteering at a soup kitchen.
Havurot, might
fulfill the commitment to bring the homeless into safe shelter by staffing a
regular night at a local PADS shelter.
Study groups, might
go about tasks related to text-based discussions of domestic violence, adult
literacy, or honoring our elders.
Committees and boards
might select a form of community service that parallels your service to the
congregation. The Glasser Preschool might give some time to Parenthesis. Those
involved with our religious school or youth groups might work with the newly
formed Oak Park social action youth group called "A Voice for Youth," and
envisioned by our own Adam Koren and advised by Pat Allen. Our House Committee
might give some to Habitat for Humanity.
Our Social Action
Committee will be available to help such natural groupings find a way to heed
the call of Isaiah. I urge you to draw upon their wisdom and experience and
become involved in their work.
Secondly, it is
appropriate to have blessings to say when we engage in a task that is at once
utterly mundane and truly sacred -- the mending of the world. By reciting a
b'rachah while performing this work, we make an explicit connection between the
actions we undertake, no matter how humble, and their significance in the
Divine Scheme. We connect the task of repairing our world with our praise of
God for the privilege of engaging in such sacred work.
Each of you has been
offered a Social Action Blessing Card to help you to make this connection. For
every act of social responsibility, there is a blessing that can be said. The
blessing ending with the words zokef kfufim praises God Who lifts up the fallen and
might be said when we feed the hungry, house the homeless, or provide disaster
relief. Educational activities, interfaith or interracial discussion groups
might be occasions for the blessing that ends pokeach ivrim, praising God Who opens the eyes of the blind. Or
when we engage in political advocacy for human rights and civil liberties, or
attend to the needs of our sister community in Daugavpils, Latvia, we would
recite the blessing that ends matir
asurim, proclaiming God to be the One Who frees captives. And for any and
every offering of social action, we might say the first blessing which
concludes lirdof tzedek, affirming
Gods command to pursue justice.
Our lives are filled
with opportunities to recognize God -- to draw a spark of the Divine into
everyday tasks and thereby awaken the Divine Spark within ourselves. Such holy
work deserves sanctification through these brachot.
Finally, many of you
will recall the "Town Hall Meetings" we convened several years ago. Those
meetings were intended to move us toward a greater sense of community and of
purpose. We would like to bring that process a step further.
We had our first
Service Day at the temple on Sunday morning, August 23. Nearly 150 men, women
and children came to help prepare this building for the High Holy Days and a
new year. At the same time, they were called to the inner preparation necessary
to make the High Holy Days spiritually fulfilling. So many came to connect with
the community B to meet new friends
and to reaffirm ongoing relationships. We worked together, seeing that no one was
above washing tables or cleaning washrooms. And we began to cut each other a
bit of slack. We honored each other for coming, out of role, to be part of
something greater. And the warmth and affection became palpable as time passed.
We sat together on the floor and ate. We were rejuvenated, more by being part
of a united community working together than by the food we shared.
In the weeks ahead,
our Social Action Committee will be organizing a follow up to our Service Day
and to our Town Hall Meetings of two years ago. The invitation is extended to
everyone, whether or not you were part of those events. Following from what we
have learned from our congregations
involvement in United Power for Action and Justice, we will be asking, "why did you come," "if you were part of these
events, what was your experience?"
and "what more needs to be done?" This will be a time to speak of your
vision of the community you seek -- within the temple, and beyond
the temple, in the wider community of which we are a part. The results will be
reported to everyone through a number of channels: The Messenger, a
mailing concerning the new initiatives we will be taking, and from this pulpit.
There is an old story
of the missionary, Sadhu Sundar Singh. He was traveling through the Himalayas
with a Monk in the bitter cold. Night was coming and the Monk said, "if we don't reach the monastery by
nightfall, we are in danger of freezing to death." Just as they reached a
narrow path, they heard the cries of a man who had fallen over the edge. The
Monk said, "Do not stop. God has
brought him to his fate. He must work it out himself."
Sadhu replied, "God sent me here to help my brother. I
cannot abandon him." The Monk went
on and Sadhu climbed down a steep path to the man. When he found the man, he
saw that his leg was broken and he could not walk. Sadhu made a sling from his
blanket and tied the man to his back. He then began a treacherous climb. He
made his way through the deepening snow. It was dark and the path was almost
impossible to follow. Yet he persevered, and faint with exhaustion, he finally
saw the lights of the Monastery. As he moved toward the light, he stumbled for
the first time and nearly fell. He did not stumble from exhaustion, but over an
object.As he brushed the snow off the
object, he saw that it was the body of the Monk.
Years later when a
student asked him, "what is life's
most difficult task?" Sadhu replied,
"to have no burden to carry."
To have no burden to
carry . . . .
The
monk had dedicated his life to his spiritual quest. But it was a solitary quest
cut off from others. Because of his narrow minded, selfish approach to
spiritual life, the monk died. But Sadhu, who took up the burden of his fellow
lived. Lest we suffer a death of the spirit, let us dedicate ourselves to the
tasks given to us by Isaiah on this Yom Kippur morning. Then, may the promise
of Isaiah be fulfilled. Our wounds shall be healed, we shall stand in that
Presence we call God, and when we cry out, God will answer "
Hineni -- Here I am." Amen.
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